Trying to be organized...

As hard to believe as that is. School starts Aug. 22 for both girls. I'm buying school supplies and trying to be as prepared as possible.
The reason: I'm president of the PTA next year. Not sure what I was thinking. And now I'm lying awake at night, afraid that I'm going to screw it up. I know it's a volunteer thing. I know I don't take home a paycheck from this. But what I take home is my daughter's pride and recongnition and that means more than a paycheck would. And those moms are mean! If I mess it up, I'm in trouble.
Scared.
If I begin the year organized, maybe that will help. At least that's what I'm telling myself. So I'm up at 1 am, making lists.
I'm headed for burn out, and we still have a month before school.
Sad.